The Episcopal Church of Our Saviour
Madison County, KY
June 9, 2013
1 Kings 17:8-16 (17-24) | Psalm 146 | Galatians 1:11-24 | Luke 7:11-17
Madison County, KY
June 9, 2013
1 Kings 17:8-16 (17-24) | Psalm 146 | Galatians 1:11-24 | Luke 7:11-17
I'm actually going to begin by trying to engage in some short conversation with all of you, so I'm going to start with some questions. And I do hope I get at least one or two responses out of all of you, and if not, Richard told me he's got my back.
So, I wanted to begin by asking you, either from you childhood or from your adult life, which stories in the Bible are most memorable or resonate with you? They stick with you and they're always there.
Members of the congregation responded:
“The Good Samaritan.” “David and Goliath.” “Adam and Eve.” “The birth of Jesus.”
“Jonah.” I responded: “Yes, and the Big Fish...or the whale, if you want to argue.”
“Noah's Ark.” “Jacob wresting, Jacob's ladder.” “Joseph's coat of many colors.”
I said: “Yes, and I could start singing like Donny Osmond if I wanted to...”
I finished the conversation, “The Burning Bush for me too, or the Exodus from Egypt.”
These are some really remarkable stories that we remember because there's really amazing plotlines, we stick on to one or two parts of the plot.
So, in the readings this morning, what's most memorable? What stayed with you – especially in the reading from Kings and the Gospel?
“Healing." “Poverty.”
“Grain and oil that never cease.”
“The rains will come.”
“Right,” I responded, “because there's a great drought and that's the promise from God.” I continued: “
For me, what stuck with me most about those two readings was the resurrections that happened. Usually we always think of the major resurrection in our story, of Jesus' resurrection, but this morning we heard two stories of resurrection – of Elijah raising the son of the widow and then of Jesus doing the same.
As I reflected on the readings this week, especially the reading from Kings, something new struck me. Something that at least I tend to overlook because I fast- forward to the end of the story to the resurrections.
In the reading from Kings, the widow with whom Elijah is staying is devastated by the death of her son and she lashes out at Elijah: "What have you against me, O man of God? You have come to me to bring my sin to remembrance, and to cause the death of my son!"
Elijah takes the boy's body to the room where he was staying, lays the body on the bed. And he too lashes out, and this time at God: "O LORD my God, have you brought calamity even upon the widow with whom I am staying, by killing her son?"
This week, I wondered about Elijah. What did he feel? What anger was boiling up inside of him? He had served the one true God in the face of great opposition, Ahab's wife Jezebel makes several attempts on his life, had battled with Ahab’s priests of Baal on Mt. Carmel, which we heard last week, and in that episode, proved that God was the one true and living God. And now God seems to have abandoned him. What had he done to deserve this abandonment?
So, for the very first time in my hearing of these stories, my attention was shifting from the resurrections and to Elijah’s predicament and his pain. And I saw in his despair sentiments that probably resonate deeply with all of us … anyone who has lost a loved one, who has had a relationship disintegrate and die, anyone of us who have faced trials or doubt or despair. “Oh LORD my God, WHY HAVE YOU LET THIS HAPPEN?”
A dear friend of mine recently introduced me to the author Cheryl Strayed. Cheryl is a novelist and essayist and several years ago she became the author of an online advice column called “Dear Sugar.” She remained anonymous for a while but eventually she revealed who she was and she published a book with some of her essays from the advice column. The book is called “tiny beautiful things.”
While Cheryl is not a confessing Christian, it's amazing how many of her pieces elucidate parts of Christian life previously to me were opaque, that I just didn't get. One exchange of letters in particular came to mind this week as I thought about Elijah.
Cheryl responds to a letter from a woman whose daughter has been hospitalized, and she must make a life- or-death decision for her daughter. Either the daughter's life can be made comfortable, and she'll hold on for as long as she can, or she can have life-endangering surgery and she may never wake up. At the same time that this woman’s family is suffering through this ordeal, the woman confesses to Cheryl her struggle to believe in God. She has placed this ordeal on the altar. If her daughter lives, there is a God. If her daughter dies, no God exists.
She and Cheryl exchange a series of letters throughout this time. In one of Cheryl’s responses, she writes to the woman: “Countless people have been devastated for reasons that cannot be explained or justified in spiritual terms. To do as you are doing in asking If there were a God, why would he let my little girl have to have possibly life-threatening surgery? - understandable as that question is – creates a false hierarchy of the blessed and the damned."
And this week I thought, not only does it create this false dichotomy of the blessed and the damned, but it also removes categories of trust and faith and incarnation. All of these questions are ones that, at one time or another, we scream out to God... but they also seem to flatten our experience of God and our lives in such a way that we feel that things are happening to us, we're not free agents, we're no more than lab rats in a cage. I think that they can remove our capacity for growth, for learning, and for compassion for others who are going through similarly devastating times. So in this sense, if they remove our capacity for understanding and compassion, they also diminish the reality of the incarnation – of us being God's presence in the world, the body of Christ.
And even as these questions do this, they are SO are very human and they are so VERY biblical. They are at the very core of Elijah’s crying out to God. "Why have you let this happen?” And even as Elijah is crying out, God's there. Present. And we know that at the end of the story, the boy revives.
And the widow, at the end of the story, says, "Now I know that the word of the LORD in your mouth is truth."
Where, just moments before, Elijah had been saying words of doubt and abandonment.
We hear every Good Friday, "Eloi Eloi, lama sabachthani? My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” spoken by Christ himself. So I wondered, this week, perhaps God abides in these questions and in despair and in doubt, just as abides in joy and resurrection. For, God was incarnate, and he spoke these words, too. And not only IS he there with us, but he's BEEN there. Quite literally, hanging on the cross.
Cheryl Strayed concludes her letter,
“To use our individual good or bad luck as a litmus test to determine whether or not God exists,” or, I would say, whether or not God is present and abiding with us in our despair, “constructs an illogical dichotomy that reduces our capacity for... compassion. AND, it fails to acknowledge that the other half of rising – the very half that makes rising necessary – is having first been nailed to the cross.”
We believe that God dwelt and dwells among us. God became incarnate and in Jesus’ life, Jesus must have experienced hundreds of tiny deaths and hundreds of small resurrections. And at the end of the story, it was not his crucifixion, but his rising. “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” was not the end of the story, but without it, we couldn't have gotten to resurrection.
So, as fond as Episcopalians are of saying, “We are a Resurrection people,” I would encourage you to view it in a different way. Proclaim we that are a Resurrection people, yes, but more importantly - proclaim, “We are an Incarnational People.” And that God dwells in our dyings and our risings.
Amen."